Wednesday, May 17, 2006
hurricane just passed through my head. don't know what's going on in school. everything's just like a very very scary nightmare. complete with accounting monsters, workload thunderstorms and candybars that might know. this is killing me. work is piling ever higher and i haven't started on anything yet. i'm so dead.
a very busy week with its ups and downs. the ups of course pulled me through the past few days and the downs made me wanna kill myself. but the ups overpower the downs so therefore i'm still well and alive, typing this post.
had accounting tutorial today. really, how can a subject be THAT difficult? WHY can't i understand ANYTHING? am i just stupid or am i just lazy? well, i'll try to pass this subject cos i don't want to fail it and retake it again, like microecons.
eye candy has a pimple on his nose.
amanda totally embarrassed me today on the sentosa bus. i was sitting with her on the bus cos we were going out of sentosa already. jolyn was one seat infront. and you know who was sitting behind me. she saw him putting his hand on the back of my seat. she told me. and after awhile, i also told her to look at what he was doing, from my angle. and when she saw, she got very excited.. she just simply turned around and told him that hey, my friend likes you and wants your number. twice. she said it twice. OMG. KILL ME ON THE SPOT LAH! i got so pissed, i told her to f*** off. and it came out quite loud. WHY??? why do i always swear in front of him??? what is my problem??? i think i'm under a curse. someone has cursed me such that i will always do stupid stuff and embarass myself in front of the person that i'm interested in. what an unlucky person i am.
i volunteered to do a menu template for our training restaurant today. the class rep was asking around, but since there weren't many people in the class yet, i just told her i'll help her with one. since our class had to do three. but i still don't know the details yet. such as the size and what to include and stuff like that. have to ask her tomorrow.
was on the train yesterday. there was this couple who was standing at the doors. and they were PDAing. not the normal kind of PDAing mind you. i don't know what they were thinking. they kinda took turns to squat in front of each other while one of them would lean against the wall of the carriage. first it was the girl squatting and the guy was leaning. then they changed places and it was the guy squatting and the girl leaning. they looked like they were on the verge of ripping off each others' clothes and have sex there and then. i couldn't bear to look at their faces. i "didn't want to pollute my innocent mind". please lah, if they're so desperate to get some love, GET A ROOM. the mrt was quite crowded and they didn't have the decency to tone it down. spare a thought for singletons like me. you know, people who don't have a partner. but that's not the point. there were so many people on the train, some of them kids and some of each generation lah. just spare a thought for the other people in the train. we do exist, thank you very much. what's more, there was also another couple near me but that couple wasn't doing anything THAT obscene.
dreams aren't meant to come true. should i continue dreaming? i know i will...
this entry at 8:08 pm
